If I was fighting with my heart and soul and the dude jiggled my ass like that I’d go home and kill myself https://twitter.com/kinghemi_/status/1403942815822876674 …
God, I’m not okay. I’m not myself. I’m drained. Please calm my mind, heal my heart, and take away my worry.
The choice has, sadly, resulted in some frayed friendships. But I’m still dealing with the emotional fallout after years of allowing myself to be used. It’s resulted in a lot of running in place while others ascend.
days of complete stillness with self and with music n nature are so necessary for preservation of self i have never regretted any day I’ve took off or party I didnt go to , so I could carve out time for myself instead